I've been looking like crazy searching for kanjani8's ''kemuri'' lyrics translation but all i see are only lyrics. I keep on typing ''kemuri'' and ''get me out of here'' but still can't find them. If anyone has this please give me a link. Thank you guys.

I did everything,
But how i lost in each try.
I'm afraid to wake up,
for it may mean to be the end.
Sometimes i ask my self,
just what do i really want?

One of my colleagues shot me directly to my heart. I know I got lost along with chasing the burning torch of full of dreams. I got hurt by the no point of enthusiasm. Hell yeah, I made a plan a long time ago but a sudden detour shock my senses. I wasn't prepare for this afterall. Just what that plans are for? In this darkness of my darkest time, I learned to avoid everything. I run away. I let go of my friends that in return they truly left me behind without a trace. After they make use of me in our glory days when I'm always winning. Once again it hurt me. I met my bff recently and we talked alot. Most are times when worries are seemed to never existed. Those were the times and we can only reminisce that passed time. Bff wondered what happen to me? I said idk but i want to do alot of things and those things are confusing me.He said, 'what do you want to do? Can u tell some?'. I'm speechless because right at that instant I can't tell any. It made me realise just how stupid I am. Seriously! Painfully STUPID.

But,

what do I really want?

'' i want to be MYSELF AGAIN just be myself again. ''