I have been listening nonstop to Boyce Avenue. Their a great band! I only heard of them till now! They have all the best renditions in the world! Their voices is so sincere and I got affected by their singing. Gosh how I love them now. One of my favorite renditions of them are "Try to fix you by Coldplay" 


"Only Man by Rihanna" 

"Fast car by Tracy Champman"


and the list goes on....


The other artist I listen frequently is JYJ. Yes guys I have fallen for Korean artist. No, I won't consider them Idols anymore. From what I'm seeing, JYJ is kinda a real artist now. I'm so inlove with their honest lyrics and their struggles hits home to me. it is as if we are both experiencing the worst time of our life. Seeing them slowly succeeding now really motivates me. I hope they reach the top again and continue doing their musics! I think JYJ's situation can really inspires the youth. I hope they continue moving forward and never stop the fight! 

I'm very regretful. I regret all my decisions and actions. I know that I can never turn back the time and the present is the only ace I got. Now, looking back at my past. I had been saying ''no'' to everything. I'm gonna change it now. I'll be the person who will not look in the past but focus on the good things I left behind. I'll start walking to my dreams positively again. Saying "yes" to everything that can help me be productive. Yes, I'll stand again on my own and learn to ride reality.

I'm 25.
I have a name
but I am ashamed.
I have a title,
but I rattle.
I have a family
but I'm losing the homily.
I have a compassion,
but I have a demishing passion.
I have a heart,
but associating with me is hard.
I have a dream,
but imposible dreams.
I am kinda smart,
but crazy wrath.
I have hopes,
but I stopped believing.
I lost my time,
and I'm grieving.
But I have myself,
might as we live and start anew again.

-I am so addicted to tumblr! I even made one. Aiba centric but my tumblr can't even match to others such as http://veeeeecky.tumblr.com . I have been checking her blog for two days now whenever I have time. Damn I cracked soooo much!

( i love boys,,, really )

Excuse my words...

But I really really want to f*ck this guy right NOW!



This pretty is enough to make me feel better. Bye bye blues, aiba is here to save my soul once again. LOL

My first time making a wallpaper! I took me three hours to make this. To be honest this is the first time I used photoshop. (shame).. I made Aibaby wallpapers to somehow put a smile to everyone's face....





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